I don't know how im going to pull it through): Things have been so crazy and i cant managed to cope with it all. I wanna let things out but im just too scared, H! i really miss/love u , okehh. Since dis is now private. I wanna let all th things out. Firstly , Im upset wit myself. For gg beyond th point that i was supposed to. I sorry dinah , fer wadeva things Ive done to u. Secondly , i feel like giving up. Its as though I have no one else. Seriously. its painful , yes it is. And i feel like giving up )':