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Sitti Amirah
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Friday, September 11, 2009, 9:27 AM
Sorry but im kinda pissed off right now. -.-

I dunnoe wad im supposed to do to make it bck to normal.
its waaaaay to hard now.
There's no other way fer me to express my feelings.
I may sound happy outside cus i dun wan it to fucking kill my mood when others are actually enjoying th moment.It really sucks u knw dat.
I bet u dun. Thats why ure treating th situation dis way.
I knw , im not a good adviser to u. my bad , im sorry.
WE'RE DRIFTING WAYYY AND WAAAAAAAY APART.
I used to spend my midnight time talking otp wit ya.But now,im spending my late late night time to stay awake eventually doing nth but think. Think of a way whre i cn get bck close wit ya withouut fighting. I used to treat u my best boyfrend. But im not sure to continue treating u dat way or not.
Im trying my really best to not hate u but to hate th situation.Cus i have th tendancy to hate someone and nt th situation. But eversince i got to knw u, ive changed. Ive changed to someone who doesnt get agitated at things dat easily. Ive learnt how to control my patience level. Heyloh! dis is not a love-sick post. Its abt a REAL relationship. K wadeva!
what am i suppose to do? Seriously?
Im very comfortable wit u either otp or even real life. U were my other part of life.
My soul partner. I loved u so much. Really. I feel so happy whenever i spend my day wit u. I still rmbr th first day i met u at bedok inter wit my red SL shirt.
:D u laughed at me. First meeting , and i didnt even feel a single awkward feeling.
Which is a gd thing. u WERE so awesome. First meeting and u dun mind slacking near my house area. And some more ure staying in th west area.
Haha. and i still rmbr me going to Jurong ALONE.
haha. Managed to reach dere without getting lost just to meet u.
How sweet am i? (:
hahah. I used to play around wit ur hairrrr.(Style2 his hair :D )
I still rmbr u told me dat we're gg to an awesome place but it turned out to be a normal place. hehhh. sorry u.
Well lets put it dis way , i had fun dere wit u.How i wish i cld turn bck time.
I dunnoe how much longer i can fight bck my tears while posting dis post.
Den th third time we met was at PRP. Yeaaaaayyy! u came bck to th east.(:
haha. Both u and dinah tried teaching me how to play tity.K, idk how to spell it.
And dats where u told me abt ur feelings right?(:
Awww, didnt expect u to do dat. haha. i was happy! very happy~
I wanted to say yes actually but it was kinda too soon. I dun wanna be fooled again.
And somehow i didnt like th date. hehh:P
sorry u.Anyway, i just wanna say i miss those moments.
Th last time i met u was during fasting month.
On th eve of teacher's day.[ 31ST of August ]
Yknw wad , we used to meet atleast once a week.If u realise last time.
And it sort of ended right? Aniway , abt last week ..
Met ya around 630 liddat. when it was almost time to buka.
Eventhough it was gonna buka, u still tmned me to go home and changed.
U waited underneath my blk till it was alrdy buka.
I got dwn a few mins after buka and i still rmbr sharing my craved Ice Lemon Tea wit u. (:
We bus-ed bck to Bedok inter to meet my BFF.And i like th bus trip to inter.
I kept on teasing u abt ur pants. :D hehhh.
God , i love spending time wit u. I really do.
hahaha. After buka , we headed to a nearby shop.Went dere just to buy Poker cards.(:
Cus i was sooo excited to play cards wit dem.Reached a nearby block and i started to take out th card.
Taught dem afew card games yknw. :D
Was darn happy uhh.haha. Yknw i was so worried fer u abt th 'prob' thingyyy.
Freaking scared dat i might 'lose' u. I knw it sounds very kental.
hahah. So jyeahh.I knw i sound very th mepek right posting dis kind of post when everything seems 'fine'.Hais. ): ):
Aniway dis post is dedicated to Aliff.
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