i sometimes thought to myself . what am i to u guys ? im just not in th mood to even talk abt it right now . everything's thumbling dwn . Being happy-go-lucky is what ive been trying to be . I guess i really need my twinny right now [ Amirul!] He's th one dat can cheer me up right now . All those fake smiles and laughter , well they're all part of th plan of showing ppl that im trying to be happy-go-lucky . Its just so head twisting to even think abt it . *To zayyani ; Im sorry yeah i didnt tell ya i was leaving fer OBS . and dat i left just liddat . but ive told sab abt it . Sorry if my msg sent , didnt get to u . my fault though ! shld have send u th same msg too. AND i miss all of my dearest girlfrends ! ): And& twinny and& RALEIGH !