Enough of my foolishness ): sickkk and tiredd of this nonsense . pffft-.- Words wouldnt be able to describe th situation im in right now .. Andd i need a shoulder to cry on and spit out everything that happenned . No matter how strong i am , th feelings keep getting stronger . Its no point fighting bck wit your own feelings . Thanks eh , fer everything . it seems that i missed my past . when i had my 1 and only eurasiaon BF ! He was always dere fer me . we laughed , we pinched and we fought alot actually . But our frendship ties still was strong . den come to a point when everything came tumbling down . I cried fer him . i wanted him . but we drifted apart . I just wanna say that i miss that friend alot . Bestfriend . boyfriend . brother . pinching bag . Thanks fer th memories yeahh . I just need back that frend badly ): * i just hate today's mood* & [ Thanks eh fer making me wait , babi]